I just want to surround myself with nice people. I don’t like any negatives. I just want to be happy. But you know, maybe those mean, sad, negative people need nice, happy, Â positive people to stay in their lives. I have a little hope that one day, they will see what i do for them and change for the better. You don’t always have to be mean and rough with people to get things your way. I still don’t know if i should let these people take over me. I always forgive and turn the other cheek. But sometimes it just hurts. Especially when they bring you down. But I still forgive and I don’t know why i keep having this hope…You can’t make everyone happy, Phyl!!!